Floodgates have opened
21 Jan 2011 1 Comment
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I’ve gone from one extreme to the other. When I had to explain to my boss why I couldn’t come in today. I just lost it on the phone. At least it wasn’t in person. I’ve been crying on and off since then. Don’t you hate that awful juddery feeling you get between cries? Maybe only I get that…
I sent the other woman a message. I know I shouldn’t have but I wanted to know, wtf? Why did you do it?? According to her she thought it was a mutual arrangement that I was aware of. In her words “I was under the impression that you two SHARED certain fantasies as a couple”. This is news to me. Surely if these were fantasies we shared I’d be privy to them at some point? Been involved in whatever role they were playing rather than being in the dark about the whole thing.
At the moment I don’t see an immediate answer. I hope my mom gets my message soon.
Jan 21, 2011 @ 17:57:44
I have no idea what to tell you or give you any advice because God forbid its the wrong advice. But my experiences with a sneaky men have shown that the sneakiness never stops. I am so sorry that you have to go through all of this. It is definitely not fair to you. In situations like these my personality has always shown through and I usually soak my sorrows in alcohol then make his life a living hell…..Hope you can find some comfort somewhere and definitely take things very slow. Thinking of you.