Well I am still waiting for AF. Tested last week, BFN. I have no idea what’s going on with me I really don’t. BC had a falling out with one of the doctors at our surgery so I don’t feel comfortable going there now (You don’t get a choice of doctors just who ever is available so though you book with one you may actually see another. Don’t mind this normally as they are generally well informed of my history). So I’ve kinda been putting that off. Plus I have been working the early shift at work and how it works with most surgerys here, you have to call up between 8-9am to make an appointment… That’s our busiest time. Blah!
Yesterday though I really, really, REALLY thought AF was coming. Sore lower back? Check! Low cramps? Check! Craving unhealthy cakes and biscuits that I don’t touch any other time? Check! This morning though nothing. The backache is still kinda there, I feel kinda bloated but defo no AF. Maybe she’ll do a surprise hit later.
One weird part about yesterday was that I was super tired. around 5pm I had to go have a nap as I could not keep my eyes open. I grabbed my wheat warmer pack, gave it an extra blast in the microwave and curled up in bed. My baby cakes woke me up at about 7 but I was still feeling awful so was laid up there till at least 7.30. Still feel quite tired today despite going to bed not much later than normal and having had a 2 hour nap.
My laptop has died, so I can’t even check my data and see if it was likely I am pg. I have no thoughts either way I just want something to happen so I no longer feel crazy. It also explains why there’s not been much blogging. I have to share the desktop with BC now and sitting there and typing is not so fun. Instead I am writing this at work which is prolly not so great an idea but it’s the only one I got. Besides I don’t mind so much if they know so long as I don’t know they know lol.
In other more exciting new BC got a new job! We’re very excited and hope he likes this new role better than the last.
Have a great day people, or at least try xx